katodrives! (previously showdowns) My real name may or may not be Anya and I'm from Murderapolis, Minnesota.

A'ight you're basically going to see a lot of Supernatural, Community, Final Fantasy, The Avengers, and The Vampire Diaries because those are all things I hold near and dear to my heart. Team Free Will is too precious for this world. Unrepentant Castiel stan, because I can. Fight me.

I've got 99 problems and they're all Snow Villier's Final Fantasy XIII-2 hair.

If you want to be friends or chat just head over to my ask box—I'm super unintimidating! (I think!) But nah, seriously. I'd love to dork out with any of you.



() FIGHTING FOR THE USERS.
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homoerotics: tickle-me-misha: neraiutsuze: humblyjumbly: andnoneforyoubye: mschignon: #WHY ARE YOU A FICTIONAL CHARACTER THAT I CAN’T HUG AND LAVISH WITH LOVE AND CARE? #Is this a good time to note that if Dean has chosen to work with Meg- a demon- for whatever reason #I will somehow find a way to shove my foot up a fictional character’s ass? #ALSO #Between the double doors and the courtyard setting it looks like they’re in the yard of a mental asylum right? #and is it just me or does it look like Cas has a jumpsuit type thing on under his hoodie? #So I’m guessing Dean and Meg are there for reasons involving Sam and they stumble across Cas in the yard #I AM NOT PREPARED TO DEAL WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT HE’S BEEN SUFFERING ALL THIS TIME #NO MEMORY- NOTHING BUT THIS CONSTANT PAIN THAT HURTS ALL THE MORE FOR HIS INABILITY TO REMEMBER WHAT CAUSED IT ALL  #the worst part is this means he came out of the lake #and there was no one there #because they didn’t even fucking check for a body #fuck you guys  #can you just imagine waking up in those waters #after using the belief that your family would be there waiting for you #as the impetus to break free from those depths #only to discover that you are #alone #that your memories are fading #crashing and burning #that all those sacrifices you made meant nothing #as you feel arms pull you onto a boat #and a stranger asks you your name #and you no longer know #because you don’t want to know #who would want to know — after all this? #and so you say nothing#and you find yourself upon a bed with a steel frame #no windows #only walls #and the people there tell you that you’re crazy #and you believe them #because who could ever conceive the unfortunate fate #of one person trying to save the world #bearing that burden all by themself #and being completely destroyed by it #surely this is only a tragedy a legendary storyteller could bring to life #embedded within the plays of shakespeare #or the poetry of keats #… #surely this cannot be real #… #or can it? well, this may be the saddest post on the internet 

homoerotics:

tickle-me-misha:

neraiutsuze:

humblyjumbly:

andnoneforyoubye:

mschignon:

#WHY ARE YOU A FICTIONAL CHARACTER THAT I CAN’T HUG AND LAVISH WITH LOVE AND CARE? #Is this a good time to note that if Dean has chosen to work with Meg- a demon- for whatever reason #I will somehow find a way to shove my foot up a fictional character’s ass? #ALSO #Between the double doors and the courtyard setting it looks like they’re in the yard of a mental asylum right? #and is it just me or does it look like Cas has a jumpsuit type thing on under his hoodie? #So I’m guessing Dean and Meg are there for reasons involving Sam and they stumble across Cas in the yard #I AM NOT PREPARED TO DEAL WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT HE’S BEEN SUFFERING ALL THIS TIME #NO MEMORY- NOTHING BUT THIS CONSTANT PAIN THAT HURTS ALL THE MORE FOR HIS INABILITY TO REMEMBER WHAT CAUSED IT ALL

Crying GIFS

 #the worst part is this means he came out of the lake #and there was no one there #because they didn’t even fucking check for a body #fuck you guys

 #can you just imagine waking up in those waters #after using the belief that your family would be there waiting for you #as the impetus to break free from those depths #only to discover that you are #alone #that your memories are fading #crashing and burning #that all those sacrifices you made meant nothing #as you feel arms pull you onto a boat #and a stranger asks you your name #and you no longer know #because you don’t want to know #who would want to know — after all this? #and so you say nothing#and you find yourself upon a bed with a steel frame #no windows #only walls #and the people there tell you that you’re crazy #and you believe them #because who could ever conceive the unfortunate fate #of one person trying to save the world #bearing that burden all by themself #and being completely destroyed by it #surely this is only a tragedy a legendary storyteller could bring to life #embedded within the plays of shakespeare #or the poetry of keats #… #surely this cannot be real #… #or can it?

well, this may be the saddest post on the internet 

(Source: itsfuuh)


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